Hello hello Nic is baaaackkkk from Bali!!

It was so so mad fun, ahhh!!!

I've had (almost) four days of sun, sad, surf, pools, rock music! haha. For three nights I watched the live band that played at the Centerstage bar from 8:30pm til midnight in the Hard Rock Hotel, where I stayed. They were called "Siluet" and they're good! They do great covers of Muse too!

So days in Bali went like this:

landed, checked into the hotel, lunch, pool, dinner, Centerstage, sleep.

breakfast, surfing, Bali tour to Ubud, back to the hotel, Centerstage, sleep.

breakfast, paragliding (fucking fun!), pool, lunch, surfing, pool, dinner, Centerstage, sleep.

breakfast, pool, lunch, shopping, to the airport!

Bali is sooo funfunfun. And the people are so friendly and nice, and everyone chats to you and smiles. So unlike Singapore. I love the place and the people. My surfing instructor (Otonk) and Roy, one of the singers from Siluet. Haha they're grrreat fun.

Mun, Bali is angmoh heaven!

There're three types of people in Bali. Locals, tourists and surfers! Haha. There're so many surf shops in Bali. Seriously. Every other shop sells surf gear or boards etc.

I wanna go back to Bali!

Maybe in a year or so I'll go back to Bali to bum for a couple of weeks. By staying in a lower budget hotels, it'd cost me about SGD2000 with airfare.

Anyone wanna come with me? (:

Hello dearies!
My flight to Bali leaves tomorrow morning at 9ish, so I'll see everyone when I get back!

I'll try get on a computer in Bali, so I may be able to update.
Mun, Viv and Dong Dong, I'll see you all on the 2nd of December! Take care til then! X)

And Shaun, I love you :)

Ok so I've realised, a LOT of people don't get my emo kid joke.

"How do you get an emo kid out of a tree?"

"Cut the rope."

See, you know emo, correct? Of course you do, everyone knows emo. Or some wanky definition of it. Anyway, seeing as the kid is an emo kid, he's hung himself in the tree. That's why you need to "cut the rope" to get the emo kid out.

get it?

It's pretty sad when I have to spell out my whole joke. It ruins it!! :(

Kaiya's going off tonight to my aunt's place. Lucie's going to Viv's place tomorrow morning. My family is being dispersed again.
The whole of tomorrow will be taken up by my cousin's second wedding. Honestly, wasn't getting married once enough, now he's doing it all over again, with a new wife. :S

And Sunday I'm going to Bali!!

Fuck. This guy on the Ultimate Guitar forum claims to have sent in one faulty Gibson SG for repairs and received SIX more back, plus his own!!!!







holy fucking hell!!

HERE'S the link to the original forum, if you want to read arguements, speculations etc on why it's real and blah blah blah, if you can be bothered to go through 13++ pages of posts.


Why why can't this happen to me?!!?!?!

Mad fun at Viv's place today!
Mun, Viv and I ate pizza(we were so fungry before that!), watched Ok Go videos, watched retarded Playhouse Disney (Viv did), called up hair salons for Mun, listened to music in Viv's uber-neat room, played her guitar and hugged and hogged pillows and generally acted completely retarded.

It's so nice to be able to! :D:D:D

After that, I went back and dyed my hair! It's this shade of brown now. Not too obvious, but I think it'll lighten up over the next few days. Viv dyed her hair next, at her place, and Mun dyed her's some reddish-purplish colour at a hair salon in the evening!

Whoohoo.

Oh, the price on my car has increased!! :( so sad!!

HELLO!!

Will Santa put this under my tree? Or in my parking lot?

Click!

Thanks, now you know what to get me for Christmas.
Or, my birthday comes first ;)

omg omg omg

All the years of primary school, grade school, secondary school - thirteen years in all, and it's done! over with!

wahoo!

s;dktrhsukthxfehjrtu8r89u89Y(rhwuofhduio!!

Now I can bum around openly!

There's this great sense of release.

I'll just suffer everything next year, when results come out.

Right now, it feels like my life is stagnant, but I hope that'll change soon.
*crosses fingers*

Tales from another broken home

"All happy families are happy alike, all unhappy families are unhappy in their own way."
-So begins Leo Tolstoy's novel Anna Karenina.

Anyway, on happier issues.

THE O'S ARE OVER TOMORROW!!! ONE MORE HOUR OF EXAMS THEN..

FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEDOM BABBBY!!!!! :D:D:D

omg so wonderful.
srjktheklrjtgo[34u8vndeiopqcfjpxsp!!H*&~!!!!!
Heh

I'lll suffer the repercussions of November next year, but right now.
funfunfunfunfunfunfun!!!!
(almost)

I got no motivation
Where is my motivation?
No time for the motivation
Smoking my inspiration..

Bite my lip and close my eyes
Take me away to paradise
I'm so damn bored
I'm going blind
And loneliness has to suffice
Bite my lip and close my eyes
I was slipping away to paradise
Some say,"Quit or I'll go blind."
But it's just a myth

and I'm fucking lazy!

-"Longview" Green Day


haha. This song was written for me. Ok I eliminated a verse and all, since this part applies the most! The lip-biting and the boredom especially! haha. Except I smell nice. haha.

I'm on a Green Day craze now. Returning to my punk rock roots!
Hey, a while back, I was a punk rock chick, ok! It was the stepping stone. And I was an anarchist! See. It's still in me somewhere, lying dormant until the moment is upon us. Then it shall RISE AGAIN! haha.
Ah, the nostalgia. The memories. The bands. The punkrock shows. The people.
All part of my past.

Oh God I sound like I'm on Oprah or some bad daytime TV talk show.

I guess my mother was right. I AM more "grounded" now. Whatever that means. I'm not as "wild". And those are all her words.

"I was a punk rock chick"
haha.

Well my baby drove me down to the Jurong East pool so I could hand in my application for a lifeguard job with the Sports Council. Omg that pool is so cool. There's a wave pool and slides! And one day, Mun and I and Viv will go!! Whee.

Anyway, the crusty old lifeguard there checked my application, then said that he'll send it for approval and they'll call me in two to three weeks, with my employee code. Wtf does that mean the job is mine already? I'm so close to it I better get it! haha.

Rafe is my new emo. haha. Just one of the things that make me emo, there seem to be so many things nowadays that bring me down.

It's the depression era, baby.

I've just realised that I won't know the marks for the art paper that I just did, cause it'll be combined with the coursework I did. Ah damn. And I want the painting returned but it won't be. :(

I'm listening to Beautiful Mistake again. It's second from the top on the "top 25 most played" list. Sigh.

The best song to play if you want to make me remember fun times. The best song to play if you want me to reminisce and get sad, and wonder, and worry.

Sad sad sad. Saddened by anything, everything.

O level blues?

nah.

Hello! Art was good today. Well, I finished waaay before the time was up, it looked almost exactly like the picture I had in my head (which is quite rare) and I like my painting! Which is the most important thing.

Haha then I got to thinking. Every time I finish an art piece I hate it, cause it never looks like how I imagined it to be. And I score quite well for the pieces, even though I hate them.
So then I thought. If I like the painting I did, does that mean I'll score even better? Like I'm talking about A's here.
Or!
Does it mean I'll get much lower marks? Cause I hate the painting, I score high, so what if it's the opposite?

Just another example of me thinking too much. heh.

Geography tomorrow. I hope it's easy. Also, I'm submitting my application form to the Singapore Sports Council for the lifeguard job tomorrow!
Cross your fingers and pray I get it, folks.

I went to DBS today at Toa Payoh to start a back account! First my mum and I went to OCBC, but there was a long queue so we went next door to UOB, where there was a similar queue length and waiting time. So we hopped next door to DBS, which looked (deceptively) emptier. After waiting for 35(!) minutes, I finally have a bank account! Whee. I'm getting the card in "3 working days" cause I'm getting my name on it! (haha cheap thrills)

And this is to someone who'll never read this but I hope she gets the message since it's on Mun's and Viv's blog in some form or another too.
I hope you'll stop, STOP bugging Su. I think you're a very confused, fucked up person and hurting Su will just cause all of us to hate you. And being hated is not a nice feeling. Just back off, go away, piss off, leave Su alone, don't try to contact her, don't pass any messages to her via anyone else, go play around with your other toys and leave Su alone, leave her alone, LEAVE HER ALONE!
We all want you to become less than a faint, distant whisper in Su's mind. Silence is even better.

grr. People like her make me so mad.

Shaun's going to watch a movieeeeeee. Tonight. I feel so whiny :( so sadsad. I wanna go watch a movie. So many movies I've missed!! I want to go watch! And Dongdong I wanna go watch Emily Rose too. No time, no time at all! ):

Hellooo one and all!!

I'm so excited! I'm going to get a bank account!! WHOOOEEEEE!!
Now. Should I get a POSB account, or an OCBC account? I guess, (from what people have said) POSB is more convenient? But the OCBC card is prettier! hahahah.

Anyways. The O's are not over yet, and I'm so uber excited over everthing else. Like, dying my hair (I have dye! And I'm using it! soon.)
And my Bali holiday! (I'm going to learn to surf! :D:D:D)
And getting my bank account (on tuesday, I think)
And my upcoming job-to-be! Hahah. I think it's like 90% confirmed I'll get it.

ooooh excccciiitingggg!!

And on the 23rd, after collecting my LEAVING CERTIFICATE, I'm going to Viv's place to watch a DVD and eat pizzzzza! Mun and Su are coming too!

wheeee. Can't wait!

Stupid O's. Hurry up and end!!

I don't care if Monday's blue
Tuesday's grey and Wednesday too
Thursday I don't care about you
It's Friday, I'm in love

Monday you can fall apart
Tuesday, Wednesday break my heart
Thursday doesn't even start
It's Friday I'm in love

Saturday, wait
And Sunday always comes too late
But Friday, never hesitate...

I don't care if Mondays black
Tuesday, Wednesday - heart attack
Thursday, never looking back
It's Friday, I'm in love

Monday, you can hold your head
Tuesday, Wednesday stay in bed
Or Thursday - watch the walls instead
It's Friday, I'm in love

Saturday, wait
And Sunday always comes too late
But Friday, never hesitate...

Dressed up to the eyes
It's a wonderful surprise
To see your shoes and your spirits rise
Throwing out your frown
And just smiling at the sound
And as sleek as a shriek
Spinning round and round
Always take a big bite
It's such a gorgeous sight
To see you eat in the middle of the night
You can never get enough
Enough of this stuff
It's Friday, I'm in love

I don't care if Monday's blue
Tuesday's grey and Wednesday too
Thursday I don't care about yo
uIt's Friday, I'm in love

Monday you can fall apart
Tuesday, Wednesday break my heart
Thursday doesn't even start
It's Friday I'm in love

-The Cure

This song makes me sad! haha. Quite pathetic eh? Instead of doing math (tuition tomorrow!) I'm sitting here listening to songs that make me sad.

Ah well. Friday, my boy's coming for dinner ((:
I love you!

heehee

I'm here! Mun wants me to blog. I'm herrrrrrrrrrrrre!! haah. It's all your fault! ((:

Well there's nothing much to say, Mun's spent like $120 on shoes! Rawr. Moneyyyyyyyyy. ): damn shit.

oh! I'm going to Bali on the 27th to the 30th of November. Score! Expect a burnt Nic when I return. Hehhe.

I feel weird. I feel kinda sad. I wanna dress up and go out and have madfun.

Certain people annoy me. O levels suck, my life is boring.

Ok I just saw my friend's (new?) girlfriend and man oh man she is so HOTT.

And now I feel shitty. Why can't I be hot like that.

pfft.

Hello I'm back!

After a short hiatus, Nic has returned!!
heh.

You know, the year has passed so quickly it's rather scary.
This afternoon it hit me as I was staring at the poodle rug in my mum's room. That rug has been there since last Christmas, yet it doesn't seem that long ago.

That's how fast this year's gone.

It scares me quite a bit, time passing so quickly.
Days flash by like someone's holding down the fast-forward button on a remote, and half the time I don't know what's happening.
I'm afraid I'll never get to do half the things I want to do with my life.
I don't want that to happen. I want to die knowing that I did everything I wanted to do, knowing that I've tried out everything that I've wanted to.

And I'm also scared about what's happening after this. Monday's the big O's, and after that, everything, but everything will change.
For better or for worse?
Time will decide that.

On the upside, I may may may already have a job waiting for me after the O's! I shant say anything else now lest I jinx it and not get it.
:x

by the way.. "I Slept With Someone in Fall Out Boy and All I Got Was This Stupid Song Written About Me"

haha. I love that title.